This isn't right at all. I really want to be with god right now. I am so happy I get to go to youthgroup tonight. I feel bad though for not helping out olti.. but It's okay I'm always gonna be here anyways. I can never miss out on my god. Anyways, my dear .. my dear..errrmm.. I don't know what's going on. I'm a little scared of what's going to happen but I have to accept how things are now... even if I don't like it..

write more in a bit .

- okay so I just got back from youthgroup. nd it was great as always! I brang my little brother with me :] haha cute cute. anyways I'm still confused though. I'm lost. AND I DONT LIIIIKES IT.