I want to make you feel like you belong, because you do belong- with me.

- saw this on nikks blog. I can totally relate.

go away.

wow..

it's been awhile since I came on .. well hm, let's go back in time.. hahaha so um i just got back from hawaii like last week , it was great! did a lot of swimming snorkeling hanging out it was fun love it there, It's so relaxing, except for the part where you get sunburned -_- yeah and now my shoulder and back is starting to peel... EW. GROSS. anyways um I got back from visiting maliny & the baby! great to see all of them again, I miss them.. um , I cant wait to go back to church, I need to start attending more than just youthgroup -_- Gotta stop being busy, Anyways me and ray Are back to good now, I think .. except this morning when I left it was kinda off.. I don't know what's up with him. But I know it's not any good. My neck hurts, I'm at work, and I wanna take a nap but can't! cause I gotta answer phone calls til 4 ! yikes. haha well I think Ima cut this short.. Peas<3


- oh yeah, going on a lil rough part of life right now, don't really know what to do, but I'll get through with it sometime.. Just wanna be closer to god that's all I need right now.


- change of plans . not gona be home til 7. getting paid 13 bucks an hour for this! hahaa woooooooo .

reading time :]

So hm, lately things have been interesting. aha most likely shocking. but overall I guess it was pretty good. Anyways I'm at the library cause I decided I should take up my time and do some reading again. It's been awhile since I've actually sat down and read a nice book. There's a lot of things that I haven't done in a long time. Anyways , so I got a message from a friend and he told me that sonsak wants me to write to him and he gave me the address. I'm debating whether I should or not. What do I have to say to him? haha, I'm still thinking if I still want him to be in my life or not, you know? Just as friends. I did want to be friends after we break up and all, but he's still a little awkward... :/ haha maybe I'll just say hi. Yup , anyways . Things with me and my dear are great now. I think ? Well I hope so , haha. Come to think of it , he actually makes me really happy(: I'm glad. Ahhhh let's just pray he's not the bad guy . hahaha op, gonna go look for some books now, I'll write later. Peas<3