Sunday, November 29, 2009

giving thanks

Eh, i know it's way past thanksgiving, but w.e

First off I wanna give thanks to my loving savior.Without him, none of us would be here. Without him I wouldn't be able to do anything, I wouldn't be able to find myself like The Lord has done for me. I want to thank you for always being here, for always being the best for always loving me and letting me remember who I am and where I'm suppose to be. Thank you, I love you.

Next, My Mom & Oltion.
Mom you have always been there for me, no matter how many times I've been rude to you, no matter how many times I wasn't here to help you and how many times I've gotten into trouble you always stuck by my side and never gave up on me. I know you haven't always been here for me through the hardest times, but you never leaving is still okay for me. Today if it wasn't for you I'm not sure where I would be. You actually give me the courage to do things all though you don't ever really say anything to me.. I still love you, and I know you're still trying, I'm trying too.
Oltion, I wanna thank you because you actually stuck around for so long, even when I was such a horrible child. You're still here to help , and you're very caring, I love that you make my mom happy. thank you for all you two have done for me. I love you both to death.

I wanna thank GPC for being a second family to me. I love you guys, you guys are the best. Always there to listen, always there to make my day. I know I haven't been to Youthgroup lately, I miss you guys all. I just want to thank you guys for all the help and comfort you guys gave to me. & to help me recover the relationship with Jesus once again. Thank you.

Raymond Manio, I'm very thankful that God has brought us together. Sometimes you say things that are just unnecessary, and very hurtful. But I know you don't mean it. I try my best to understand you, although I won't ever get the full thing just the gist of it all. You try to be there for me, and I know how much you care. You haven't given up on me and I'm glad that you haven't. We've been talking for quite a while now, almost a year, and you mean so much to me. I care about you a lot, and I don't ever want see you hurt. Being with you is just the greatest feeling. With you, I feel at ease, and I can be myself. You teach me how to be a better person. Even though you may not know this, but You do a lot for me. Thank you.

JAKN'M, Each and everyone of you girls, I'm very thankful to have you guys in my life. Without you guys I wouldn't know where I would be, who I would be with, what I would do in my highschool days. haha you guys are the best, Even though we're not the same as we were last year, and we all don't hang out together or talk . I still love you guys . You guys were always there for me no matter what, always down, we had so much fun, and we were just our complete self. I miss all the times that we share, and I honestly wish we were back to how things were...

FAMILY, I'm just very thankful to have you guys be apart of my life, and in my family. I love you guys so much, I miss you guys all. Without any of you, I wouldn't be who I am today. You guys taught me so much, gave me so much, care so much and love so much.

I think that's all I really want to give thanks to. Thank you & goodnight.

God Bless All.

Monday, November 23, 2009

congrats to the newly weds! :D

so this weekend was absolutely great! I'm so happy for my auntie and her new husband ;] the wedding was super fun. haha super tiring though. I had to wear traditional mienh clothing for the first time. very painful. But it was nice to experience you know? Hhahaha um, me and ray super great! :D school is going good! although i haven't went for last three days because I had a temp. of 106!! O_O yup, anyways ray should be on his way, so I'm gona take a shower. haha I haven't wrote anything in here awhile, but yeah um peas<3

god bless all!!

Thursday, November 12, 2009

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there's nothing blogworthy today . hahaha
Here we go again.

If I could snap reality into this guys head I would've done it months ago.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

mmmm

we all start to loose it sometime. it's ok, jst remember you'll get through it.

Friday, November 6, 2009

god - tremendous
school - great
family - great
friends - okay
ray - blank..
dad - O_O

blah blah. um i just want it to be christmas already and have lots of snow<3